asan na ang bagyo?!

just got home from LB... wow, it's a long weekend! :) haha. quite tired though.. ang dami agad assignments. 0_o december na bukas.. grabe.. -__-

nag-badminton kami yesterday.. (sorry nani, muntik na kita matamaan..-__-) after that, me and my close friends attended YSES orientation. honestly, among all computer science organizations, yun yung pinakagusto ko. I haven't made up my mind yet if i will join the org this sem. i still have pros and cons... and they just kept on arguing in my mind.

oh, asan na yung bagyo? it's not that i want to see another version of 'milenyo'.. nakaka-doubt lang tlga kung totoo bang wala kaming pasok dahil dun..hehe..

now i'm running out of words.. i'll post nlang ulit later..

wala akong maisip. ;)

[ still waiting.. hmm.. one more hour. ]

jerald and tin came to my house kani-kanina lang.. la lang.. nagpa-deliver kami ng pizza! :) hehe.. yummmm, sarap.. :) ewan ko ba dun sa dalawa, gumagala on a sunday afternoon. -__- we're planning to go out some time to buy some stuff. mga panregalo in particular.. lapit na pala christmas! cguro watch rin ng Happy Feet after.. hehe. :)

change topic.. i think there's something wrong with a friend of mine. haven't seen her for about a month. me and my friends came up with these thoughts about her na parang hindi na tlga okay. i hope we can talk sometime.. she really needs our help.

anyway, may pasok na naman bukas.. -__- hope this week turns out fine. sheeeesh, december na sa friday. 0_o sana walang pasok! hehe, holiday daw eh. :) ayun.. i'll post again next week, orayt. log-out na muna ako. :)

watch tau Happy Feet.... -__-

"you have no right.. to ask me how i feel.." - ouch ung song noh. wahehe.. oi di ako nakaka-relate jan ha..

my eyes are getting tired.. hindi naman ako makatulog kanina when i tried to take a nap.. just watched the Lake House on dvd.. kc naman walang palabas sa cable! oh c'mon! it's saturday.. : kainis.. i forgot about ken and reymond! arghh.. kanina nga palang 3pm yun.. : sayang!! anyway pede pa next week.. hehe.. :)

i'm starting my LiveJournal account na.. i think it has more features than blogger. ang hirap nga lang ayusin kc i'm not yet familiar with it..

at long last!! may palabas na rin sa cable!! woohoo!

[ badtrip.. i am sooo damn stupid.
i behaved foolish that time.. pinag-sama-sama pa talaga..
isa.. dalawa.. tatlo..
seeeshh.. feelingera kasi. ]

smile at me! :)

sa wakas, regd na rin ako! :) kulang nga lang ako ng isang major subject.. anyway, terminal naman yun kya ayos lang. :)

*monday*
1st day of class! not really excited nor happy. i was kinda anxious that day. di ko alam kung magiging happy kc i'm with my classmates again o kailangan ko bang problemahin yung form26 ko. buti nalang Nani has a friend na nag-cancel ng stat101.. i got the slot! yey!:) 18 units na ko.. nung gabi, i had dinner with my friends. nun medyo happy na ko.. kumain kami sa lacxo(not sure with the name). pichur-pichur syempre. then sir buboy arrived there too. we had a cake pero bawal daw kainin dun sa resto kaya after kumain tumambay kami sa c-park! ang sarap ng feeling nung andun kami.. may gitara pa tpos nagkakantahan kami. medyo quiet ako nung mga oras na yun, may iniisip kc ako. hehe. :)
*wednesday*
spent most of the time with my blocmates! nag-bowling kami after our class.. sayang wala akong PE, na-cancel ko na kc yung Lawn Tennis ku. -_- anyway, ayos lang..
*thursday*
regd na ko at last! haaay, sir buboy, next time na lang ako mgko-komsay100. :c that night we watched CASayahan, celebration of CAS foundation week anniversary.. i saw my professors/instructors sing and dance! wahaha.. :) i remembered how it was a year before. actually mas masaya yung last year, bcoz of some reasons.. the program finished around 9pm. donna and i went to LB square right after.. ROckAthon na!! we ate dinner while Join the Club was singing. sayang di ko naabutan UpDharmaDown -_- well, ayos lang at least napanood ko Rocksteddy!! :) wooohoo! "mahal kita pero di mo lang alam.." :) teddy's the man.. he's so cool. :) sayang lang ang daming tao, siksikan.. after their performance slapshock na tumugtog.. bumalik na rin kami ng dorm kc nkkpagod na and we're wasted and all..
*friday*
lunch with Y-1L.. sa mer-nel's kami kumain.. sarap ng cake! :) kwentuhan blues syempre.. around 1pm nagpunta kmi sa dorm nila yhani.. gitara ulit and lots of kwentuhan.. arrggh, something's changed. sana lang mali yung nafee-feel ko.. ayoko ng 'awkwardness'.. ayoko tlga.

i badly wanna cry. ='(

ngaun lang ako nahirapan sa reg ng ganito. :c

ang hirap.. kc naman 4.0 ako sa cs21.. ayan tuloy, kung anu2 subjects ang binigay sakin.. -_- wala akong 123! cguro isu-summer ko nlang.. wala na tlgang ibang option ehh. :c gustuhin ko man kumuha nun ngaung sem, i-ri-risk ko naman yung iba pang subjects. 0_o.. ayoko na.. tingnan ko nlang ulit bukas. :c pag hindi na, kukuha nlang ako ng isa pang GE subject tska PE. *crossed-fingers* sana meron akong mahanap bukas. nagalit pa sa kin si daddy. damn. :'(

time: 2:04am.

[ music: cool with you ]

well, i spent this day with karen and donna @ festival mall.. :) just walked around, hung out at excite.. wala kcng magandang palabas na movie (except for Prestige, na napanood ko na ;p ) we got a lot of tickets and we exchanged it for cute keychains. haha. :)

i was supposed to be with wb's @ glorietta last saturday pero due to some 'stuff' i wasn't able to be with them. i was with joy, yani and jeff @ ATC instead. (tin, if you're reading this, sorry tlga.. pls don't think na pnagpalit ko kau or watever. i missed those guys lang kasi.. sorry kung last minute ako nagbackout. :c )

anyway, i already watched The Prestige! :) a very nice movie.. daming twists.. mapapaisip ka tlga. it's been too long since i last watched a movie. ngaun naman i want to watch Happy Feet. :) kaya lang next week pa showing nun. oh well...

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[ mood: Lately I have had the strangest feeling, with no vivid reason here to find.. ]

ang weird ko lately.. -__- i would laugh hard.. get kilig.. cry over tv shows.. get mad over foolish things.. get scared of nothing.. and at the end of the day, i'll end up typing stuff in my blog.

cguro kc there's this loneliness na na-fee-feel ko pa rin. minsan masaya naman ako pero when i get to think of a lot of things, ewan ko ba.. haaay, senxa na.. naglalabas lang ng emotions.

i better stop here. my eyes are closing slowly.

thanks, blogger.

what were you thinking?!

nakakainisssssssssssssssssssss!!!

what you've said were really MEAN.
I shouldn't take it as a big deal, i may have overreacted or what.. but respect was all everybody wants.. you should have thought before you blurted out those things.

watch your mouth, bro.

never been better! :)

i survived! :)

whew! i passed the removal exam.. ayos! i'm so blessed talaga.. thank you Lord. :) grabe kinabahan tlga ko dun.. now i'm sooooo happy! kasi hindi nasayang yung 1 sem na pinaghirapan ko yung subject na yun.. hehe..

anyway, ngaun naman bored na ko. -__- (not complaining anyway).. just wanna go out! enrolment na next week ehh.. hindi pa ko nakakapagsaya ngaung sembreak.. 0_o.. nood tv, internet, kain tulog, nood tv, internet, kain, tulog.......... and the list goes on.

well... what else... anu ba yan naubusan ako ng sasabihin.. after one week na walang post?!.. next time na nga lang ulit. :)

my world is upside down.

i am quite disappointed with cmsc21.. i still can't believe it.. akala ko makakapagsaya na ko.. hindi pa rin pala. :c

i'm just thankful my mom and dad didn't get mad.. i lost my scholarship. i disappointed my family. i disappointed myself. i was planning on gimiks i wanted to do this sembreak.. but because of that i don't think i deserve going out. I don't even deserve a chocolate bar.

i still feel weak. i won't post for sometime here until i feel ok.. maybe after the removals exam.. oh yes, i will take removals. i never i thought this would happen. i am really really sad.. oh well, i need to focus now.. i have to study na nman.. this time i will give my best na talaga... promise. :c

ang bait sakin ni Lord..

grabe.. the sem is finally over.. ang tagaaaaaaal kong hinitay matapos ang sem na to.. super hirap.. :( pano pa kaya sa mga susunod? may goal pa naman ako for next sem.. i want to join this socio-civic org pero it will depend to my academic standing.. pag may bagsak ako, i don't think i will have the urge to do what i really want. :c

there were ups and downs sa sem na to.. it came to a point na i really want to give up. sunud-sunod kc ang failed exams ko.. pasensya na ha, malaking bagay talaga kc sakin ang studies.. hindi naman ako grade conscious, just terrified at failing grades. kaya super affected talaga ko when sumthing goes wrong.

fortunately, i got exempted to three final exams.. :) i got a high score pa in my final exam in math.. hehe. ;p there was i time when i thought of dropping that subject.. grabe talaga, i'm so overwhelmed! :)

attended mela and joy's debut.. buti na lang nakalipad ako! hehe.. kaya lng late na ko dumating sa bday ni joy.. (i'm so sorry), but better late than never naman diba? sayang, parang kakarating ko lang then ntapos na. :c wanna hang out more with them pa naman.. anyway, that night was the last night i hung out with my good friend jethro. :c he left na nung Oct.31... grabe.. i miss him already.. he's one of the few guys who could really make me laugh.. luv that guy.. i'm gonna miss him so.

di na ko nkapunta sa bday ni justine.. sorry po.. i'll make it up to you.. baka dumaan ako sa house niyo bukas para ibigay yung gift ko.. medyo kinakabahan ako sa cmsc21 and cmsc22 ko. : grabe tlga, sana pasado ko... ayoko tlga umulit.. ever. -_- grabe. :c palpak pa yung project ko sa 22.. hindi ko kc natapos, proj presentation nung monday. actually pede pang humabol on friday, thank God medyo ok na yung proj ko. sana matapos ko tlga yun.. salamat tlga.. sa lahat ng friends ko.. thanks for making me strong.. thanks tlga kay Lord. :)