senti muna.

I cant remember the last time I fell in love. I had crushes after that, but being in-love is a different one. Deeper, and more meaningful.

Sometimes naiisip ko, sino kaya magkakagusto sakin? or do guys even notice me? feeling ko kasi, hindi. I dont know what's wrong, or kung may nagagawa ba akong mali.. nakaka-miss ring magka-lovelife.. nakaka-miss lang kiligin.. moments like this happen to me once in a while.. napapaisip nlang ako bigla..

Hindi ko alam kung choosy ba ako or what. Siguro kasi wala pa sa list of priorities ko yan ngayon. Marami pa akong dapat gawin. Sabi ko nga, "ayusin ko muna sarili ko" in different aspects. mahirap i-explain, pero marami pa akong aayusin sa sarili ko..

I miss the feeling of being "in-love". yes, I believe in love.. and i know i've got so much love to give.. one day i'll find the one who deserves me, and the one i deserve..

hmmm, senti moments na naman.. oh here's a song i really like.. every time i hear this song, parang ang sarap ng feeling. here it goes :)

i missed this :)

okay.. i used to be an active blogger before.. then there came a time when i suddenly forgot about writing blog entries.. i've been really busy for the past few months.. but i'm still active with some social networking sites.. i got used to posting my tweets on twitter, and maybe that's the reason why i seldom pass by blogger nowadays. it was my sister who encouraged me to write a new blog entry, so here it goes..:)

I am soooo happy right now! I've seen my grade in compOrg! yeeeey!=) i am really really happy!:D i thought i was going to fail in that subject, but, I did it! thanks to my professor, and thank You, Lord!=)

Now we really have to focus on our THESIS.. Yes, this is the "chance" that they gave us, and i really hope it won't be wasted.. We have to finish the system by november, and I hope we'll be endorsed.. then, defense.. * Oh Lord, help us... *

Last week, I heard bad news from my ophthalmologist.. It wasnt what I expected to hear from him.. I was depressed for a while.. but he's right, I should still be thankful for all the things that I have right now.. I am more blessed than the other people around me, and that's enough for me to be thankful and happy..:)

And by the way, my parents called on the phone this afternoon.. I was really happy to hear their voices once again..=) Oh, how I miss my parents so much.. I love them both!:)

That's all for now.. Thanks blogger! I missed this.. =)

I better keep these in mind.=)

The Secret to Happiness Is Inside You

People have been searching for the secret to happiness for a long time when it has always been inside them. We each possess the key and can use it at any time if we choose to do so. Read on to discover 101 ways you can enjoy great joy and fulfillment.

After all, don't you deserve to live a happy life?

Start Being Happy Today

Yes, Really, Today

What if you found the secret to being happy? What would you do? You have a lot of power to live a happy life but it's up to you to create it. Each day you choose how you will think and behave and you design your own experience. How to do it? Let's start our fabulous list.

1. Love yourself.
2. Love others.
3. Live simply.
4. Don't just work, do what you love.
5. Find your passions in life.
6. Surround yourself with supportive friends.
7. Exercise.
8. Eat healthily.
9. Forgive people.
10. Live peacefully.
11. Learn how to deal with your emotions.
12. Fix hurts from the past.
13. Dream.
14. Hope.
15. Breathe.
16. Help others less fortunate.
17. Enjoy what you have.
18. Be thankful.
19. Treat people respectfully.
20. Respect yourself.
21. See the glass as half full.
22. Tell people how much they mean to you.
23. Praise people.
24. Let go of the need to control.
25. Make amends.
26. Apologize.
27. Be kind.
28. Build people up.
29. Dance.
30. Sing.
31. Read.
32. Educate yourself as much as possible.
33. Go to school and keep learning.

You Create Your Happiness

Are You Ready to Do It?

Only you hold the key to being happy. It's impossible to find happiness on the outside because the answers are inside you. Learn more about yourself and do positive things and you will find your own path to happiness. Let's continue our lovely list.

34. Eat things you love.
35. Live in moderation.
36. Slow down.
37. Praise yourself.
38. Participate rather than trying to win.
39. Work out your issues.
40. Write a kind letter.
41. Get off the computer once in a while.
42. Take a walk.
43. Enjoy the outdoors.
44. Hug a tree.
45. Love animals.
46. Enjoy complete silence.
47. Meditate.
48. Reflect.
49. Create.
50. Enjoy music.
51. Enjoy art.
52. Tell someone you love them.
53. Heal.
54. Seek expert help to heal.
55. Balance the different parts of your life.
56. Work less.
57. Relax more.
58. Judge less.
59. Accept more.
60. Laugh often.
61. Laugh at yourself.
62. Fill your heart with joy.
63. Get to know different people.
64. Travel.
65. Delegate.
66. Help someone grow.

Live a Happy Life

Will You Do It?

The secret to being happy is to live a happy life. You decide where your energy goes and you will experience life based on the vibes you put out into the universe. If you wake up seeing possibilities your day (and life) will go in a positive direction. If you wake up sad and angry you'll get very different results. In either case, you choose the direction of your thoughts and actions. Let's finish our wonderful list.

67. Share intimacy.
68. Volunteer your time.
69. Give to those who have less.
70. Do things that help others.
71. Love the planet.
72. Take it easy on yourself.
73. Give up the need to be perfect.
74. Hug someone.
75. Hug yourself.
76. Say hello to a stranger.
77. Let people into your life.
78. Behave positively.
79. Practice empathy.
80. Love unconditionally.
81. Give unconditionally.
82. Live your own life.
83. Worry less.
84. Improve your self-esteem.
85. Celebrate other points of view.
86. Look in the mirror and smile.
87. Make a list of the things you do well.
88. Live in the present.
89. Make mistakes.
90. Let go of fear.
91. Find ways to be hopeful.
92. Look at the deeper stuff in life.
93. Do the right thing when you're alone.
94. Get to know yourself.
95. Share your gifts and talents with the world.
96. Let go of regrets.
97. Interrupt negative patterns.
98. Believe in yourself and others.
99. Live consciously.
100. Be you.
101. Achieve enlightenment.

i was on my way to believing..

I've never felt this way for a very looooong time... Ngaun nlang ulit...

I told my close friend na nalulungkot ako.. kasi for me, special talaga yun.. and sayang, kasi mukhang unti-unti nang nawawala.. he's letting go.. and I don't know what to do.

i keep on listening to different songs these past few days... haaay..

pero i'm really thankful for a lot of things.. I know everything happens for a reason..

for whatever it's worth.

cheers to 2011!=)

Thank you so much for a great 2010!:) So 2011, please be nice.. ok?:)

Happy New Year!