missing the old "me".

It's been a while . . .

Time does fly fast. It's been three months since I last made a blog entry. Lots of things have happened to me and my family. Ang dami nang "changes" na nangyari sa buhay ko sa loob ng tatlong buwan na hindi ako nakasulat ng entry sa blog na to. But in those months I've experienced a lot of things that I never thought I would ever encounter. Lots of ups and downs... and downs.

I was first hospitalized last May at Family Care hospital in San Pedro. I was there for only a couple of days, and then dad had me transferred at Asian Hospital and Medical Center. The doctors said my illness was: Typhoid Encephalitis. Maganda ung hospital tsaka malinis. I was confined there for a few days. It was my dad and sis who stayed with me.

We thought everything was fine when I went out of Asian hospital. I was even enrolled for this sem, kaya lang hindi ako nakakapasok nung June dahil nagkakasakit ako. I was too weak. Lagi lang ako nakahiga sa kwarto sa dorm when supposedly may klase kami. We went to my school, and eventually, my dad filed for my Leave of Absence.

I got hospitalized again. This time my family brought me to Manila Doctors Hospital. I stayed there for quite a while. I was sooo happy when my barkada and highschool friends visited me in the hospital. Ang dami ngang pictures eh. Ang haggard nga lang ng hitsura ko dun sa ibang pics.

And now, here I am. I stay at home everyday. Hindi ako lumalabas ng bahay. Everyday, I do the same thing. Gigising, watch tv, kakain, wash dishes, tulog, gising, watch tv... and do everything all over again. Ayaw ko ng ganito. I feel helpless at walang sense. I must admit, nahihirapan ako. Mahirap intindihin yung pakiramdam ko. I don't even know kung may improvement yung sarili ko. *sighs*

I wanna go back to school... pero di ko alam kung kaya ko na. Gusto ko gumraduate on time. Gusto ko maging kaklase yung mga friends ko. Gusto ko sila kasabay mag-aral, kasabay sa pamomroblema, kasabay sa pagpupuyat pag may exam. Gusto ko sila makita habang naglalakad sa daan. Gusto ko sila makasama sa buong college life ko. Gusto ko silang makasabay sa araw ng pagkuha ng diploma sa harap ng entablado.

How many times have I prayed na sana nananagip lang ako...
I still can't believe that I am where I am right now. *sigh*

I just wanna be "me" again.

sooo bummed out!

Ang sakit ng ulo ko.. grabe. -_- I soo hate this!

Keep breathing.

[ All that I know is I'm breathing now. ]

I love Grey's Anatomy. Last weekend I've watched episode25, season 3 finale. I've watched it thrice, but different days of course. Nakakaiyak! Everyone's so sad. Hindi ko na ikkwento syempre. :) Now I'm watching Desperate Housewives naman. Oh, wait.. Di ko pa tapos Heroes!

I've been feeling weird lately. I don't like it. Parang I want to do a lot of things pero there's no way that I can. Parang gusto ko na ayaw. Parang meron pero wala. Parang masaya na hindi. Contradictory. Awkward. It's killin me...

Bottom line is.. I ain't happy.

[ All we can do is keep breathing...]

Could it be just "coincidence"?

Geeeez lapit na pasukan. I'm quite excited and yet scared of the incoming semester. Feeling ko kasi sobrang acad mode na talaga. I've heard na this coming sem will be the hardest sem in our comsci life. *sigh*. Parang ayaw ko pa tuloy pumasok. Gusto ko na magka-org! really.. After all this time I still haven't made up my mind. I kept on weighing the pros and cons, this and that. I don't know na tlaga..

Krei Anne's here in laguna! sana makagala kami sa friday, before she goes back to Bicol. Sayang di niya maabutan debut ni kleo. Speaking, wala pa ko dress tska gift. >_< her debut's only a week from now.. what am i gonna do?

Last day na ngaun ng summer class sa elbi.. I miss elbi.. pero ayaw ko pa tlga magpasukan. -__-

Wanna watch Shrek the Third!

Final 2 na mamaya sa american idol! can't wait!

not-so-bored-anymore. :)

I've already watched spiderman! :) yeah.. tinn, mela and i went to atc last thursday to watch that movie.. I actually enjoyed every scene. I even screamed at one particular part of the film.. haha. The special effects were superb! No dull moments and the cinematography was really good. Story-wise, uhm, the ending for me is just satisfactory. Maybe because I was expecting A LOT from the third movie. It was sort of 'bitin' and I was like, "Tapos na?". But then, it's still great and Spidey is still my fave superhero. :)

Last friday me, jane, alex and rommel played badminton! Akala ko hindi na yun matutuloy but it did! haha.. it was fun and we got to chat more about our highschool days and batchmates. At last alam ko na yung scoring! haha :) After hours of playing we stopped by McDo and alex treated us sundae :) weee!

Yesterday I went to the dentist to have oral prophylaxis. The dentist said I need to put on braces.. I was like, "what?!". I actually wanted to have one when I was a kid but now I don't want to. Well, it's up to me naman, but I have to think about it pa.
After that, me and my 4th yr classmates went to Mall of Asia. We ate lunch at pizza hut then headed towards the skating rink. We were supposed to ice skate but we thought 350 bucks is way too expensive. Exagge naman kasi. So we end up going to Timezone instead! it was fun! But the place was too crowded and narrow. Sayang, we wanted to play bowling but the bowling center was still closed. -__- we spent most of the time walking and thinking of something to do. Before we went home we ate at Razon's. Then naabutan pa namin yung fireworks. Saglit lang yun but it was beautiful. We were so tired by the end of the day.. *sighs* I enjoyed the day naman, kaya lang parang wala kaming masaydo nagawa.. haha.. di bale, next time, we know na what to do. :)

Where do you go when you're lonely?

[ "..Where do you go when you're blue?
Where do you go when you're lonely?
I'll follow you.. when the stars go blue..." ]

I'm soooo living a boring life. Almost two weeks since I last got out of this house... seriously. Someone get me out of here!!!

Good thing I'm gonna watch Spiderman3 with tinn and mela tomorrow. I'm supposed to play badminton today but some of my peers aren't available. I can't wait any longer.. *sighs*

On saturday me and my hs friends will go to mall of asia.. but before that I have to visit a dentist.. I hope it won't take long..

Five more hours till American Idol...

This is the most boring of the boringest boreness of all boredom!!
Ugh, I just can't take this anymore! :(

addicted.

Out of boredom, I watched the series Prison Break. Who would have thought I'm interested in such kind of show? Well, I find it quite violent and too dramatic sometimes. I didn't like it when they kill each other in prison. But the story is nice. I just finished season 1 this afternoon. Suspense nga ehh. Naenjoy ko rin naman kahit papano. :) And Wentworth Miller is such a hottie! :D

Now let me share something from American Idol. Well yeah, I'm a self-confessed fanatic when it comes to that show. Season 6 na and my fave is none other than Blake! I thought he's just one of those contestants who stayed because they're good looking but I tell you, he's a very talented guy.

Everyone was surprised with his own version of Bon Jovi's song. I didn't care much about beatboxing. Just like what Simon said, half of the audience loved it and the other half hated it. Randy said it's the most original version ever on american idol. Well, I think he did a great job.. And by the way, that hair rocks! :)

You Give Love a Bad Name - Blake Lewis


Now, he's the only guy among the top 4. I hope he'll make his performances better.. Well, I just wish good luck to everyone of them, whoever will win the competition.

nothing else to do...

If BOREDOM is one kind of a KINGDOM, I'd be a Queen by now.

It's the first day of May, and yet wala pa rin akong nagagawang makabuluhan ngayong summer. -__- geeeezz.. Get a life! I'm sooo damn bored but even too lazy to get up and do something else other than these. Here are the things that keep me busy for a while...

1. The Internet
Someone said that the internet is the best invention, ever. I guess not, but the web is really one great thing that makes my time seem to fly fast. I usually open media player and play some music while surfing the net. Friendster, ym, and yahoo mail are my most frequently visited webites. And blogger, of course.

2. Computer Games
Other than surfing the net, playing computer games is one of my past times while using my pc. I already finished Mystery Case Files Huntsville and I'm already halfway in the story of MCF Ravenhearst. My eyes get teary when I play too long in front of the screen.

3. Television/ DVDs
Never a day goes by without me watching tv. I'm getting used to waking up right before Game Ka Na Ba and sleeping right after Pinoy Big Brother. I also watch reality shows like Survivor Fiji, Unan1mous, and American Idol. We don't have new DVDs either, so I just play on even the ones I already watched. Tsk tsk, poor me.

4. Food
Yep. Everbody loves food. Better watch yer weight, eh?

5. Occasional Gimiks
Ok. At least once a week, I go some place else with my friends.. Hang-out or something like a birthday party. For the month of April, I've already went to the mall; went to elbi; had overnight swimming; three birthday celebrations; and hung out @ a friend's house.

6. Texting
Globe's unlimited texting is way too expensive.. I register at least once or twice a week. But I'm not fond of texting that much.. I only use my phone for emergency purposes.

7. The Piano
I'm not that really good in playing the piano, but it's one thing I do when I want to relax. I've been studying the piano piece of Come What May for a couple of weeks and I've only finished upto half of the song. Sorry, I didn't have piano lessons when I was a kid.

8. Sleeping
Need I say more?

*sighs* I hope I could spend my time wisely this month of May.. And, could anyone take me to the movies, please???

videoke, beer, at barkada. :)

I had hell of fun last night! :) it was Angelo's bday and we celebrated it at their house.. Early bird and warmbloodedz (syempre!) mga 5pm ata kami nkarating dun. Tapos dumating yung tropa nila Bito and some of gelo's co-officers nung mga 8pm na. Nung dumating sila parang medyo nakakailang, we were outnumbered kasi tska di rin kami ganun ka-close sa kanila nung highschool. Then dinner pero di rin kami msyado nakakain, busog pa kc kami tapos yung iba naman nag-di-diet.. Grabe tlga, mga kalalaking tao, di daw sila nagr-rice. haha :) After dinner medyo ok na, kamustahan and all. Tapos dun kami sa labas ng house, may videoke and drinks.. Nakakatuwa kasi tagal ko nang di nakita at nakausap yung mga yun! May pumayat, tumaba, at meron ding walang nagbago. haha! Nung tumagal nawala yung uneasiness ko, ang kukulit kasi nila! hehehe.. Ang sarap nila kakwentuhan, na-miss ko yung company ng bawat isa. :)

Tapos, the unexpected conversation happened. Hindi ko na ata mabilang kung ilang beses kong nasabi ang salitang "Ayoko". Ewan ko ba kung paano ako napilit.. maybe because I also wanted to get things over and done with. Sabi ko I wouldn't react, nor say anything.. But every grudge I kept for over a year went flowing out of me. I may have said things that could have offended that person but I just said the truth about what I feel. It was a right decision pala.. Finally, may closure na. I felt sooo much better after that. But still, like what i've told that person, "Don't expect."

Back to the party.. well, it was getting kinda late already so we took lots and lots of pictures na. May picture ata kami nila tinn at jec sa lahat ng sulok ng bahay nila Angelo, haha.. :) Then group pictures.. Grabe sila Martin, ni-rade ang buong ref nila gelo! daming chocolates yumm! butterfinger and milky way, tska Godiva. Grabe, parang dun kami nakatira. haha. Then Nyco arrived past 12pm, sinundo nya kami nila Tinn, tapos uwi na, awww. :)

I don't know why but I really really had fun that night. Maybe because I badly missed highschool life, or maybe because I was simply longing for their presence. Nakakatuwa, kasi naalala pa yung mga sections.. Funny how the simple word "kamusta" finally made sense to me. Ang saraaap, nila kakulitan. Sobra.. Everyone was sooo noisy.. Nkakahiya nga sa parents ni Angelo pero di nman kami pinagalitan.. hehe. I'm pretty much sure everone else enjoyed the night as much as I did. :D haha, Sana maulit. :)

a remarkable day :)

Finally, Junior na ako!

I couldn't sleep last night...

A lot of thoughts had come to my mind after our get together with warm bloodedz yesterday. I missed them so much! medyo na-ilang nga lang ako nung umpisa, but what the heck!? i just enjoyed the rest of day with them.. Chat sana namin si Jet sa YM kaso, he was asleep. -__- We watched Click on dvd na lang.. maganda pala yun, eheheh. Then kumain kami afterwards.. We finished eating around 7pm, kaya umuwi na yung iba. Me and Tinn went to Jhe's place after. We hanged-out, surfed the net, and talked about personal stuff. *haha, ang hirap i-explain. -__-* But it was definitely fun!

Well, anyway... I went to elbi today to get my classcards. Lunch muna with Yhani, Nani, Kux, Tin, Pao and Martee at L'Brew. I wasn't in the mood to make kulit and ride on to their jokes because I was worried about my grades. I wasn't confident enough which affected my mood throughout the afternoon. I was surprised nung nakuha ko grades ng math28 and cmsc 123! Akala ko kasi babagsak ako.. Nagulat ako especially sa 123, tama pala yung mga nilagay ko sa exam, hehehe... I am sooo damn happy!! =D

My friends were all so happy as well.. Really, iba talaga yung sem na to.. Thank God!

At dahil diyan, nag-Ice cream kami bago umuwi.. We dropped by Mini stop.. Tig-iisang small buckets of ice cream kami! (i dnt know what you call it but it was more than enough for a single person to eat) syempre, double dutch ang akin. haha.. it was quite expensive, though. But i kept on thinking, "celebration nga eh!". I can't remember the last time I let myself have something more than what I needed. I can't see any problem with eating a cold delicious ice cream at the end of the day. It's what I deserve... It's what we all deserve. :)

Holy Wednesday

At dahil Maundy Thursday na bukas, I won't be surfing the net for the next three days. (hmmmm, makaya ko kaya?)

Went to LB today. I went there so i could see my grades in 123 and math, yet those were still unavailable. But it wasn't a wasted day after all. I already have my classcard in cmsc 130. Plus I got to hang-out with Nani, Martee, Bulacs, Nikko and Lea. We had lunch then later we played volleyball. :) haha. Too bad, our other friends weren't there.. Grabe, ngayon pa lang, nami-miss ko na sila. -__- Saglit lang rin naman ako dun.. I arrived home around 6pm.

I just tweaked my desktop.. It's soo fun! daming ka-chorvahan.. hehehe. :) astig ba? Hayaan niyo na ko maglibang, alang ibang magawa ehh.. ;p

d2 nlang.. Don't forget to reflect this Holy Week.. Magmuni-muni, oki? :)

Buti pa sila.

Buti pa ang piloto nakakalipad;
ang araw, sumisikat;
ang bituin kumikinang;
ang oras umaandar.

Buti pa ang langit, tinitingala;
and unan, niyayakap;
ang kanta, pinapakinggan;
ang balikat, iniiyakan.

Buti pa ang sapatos may kapares;
ang kutsara may tinidor;
ang tv may remote;
ang lapis may pambura.

Buti pa si B1 may B2.

Haaay.

Buti pa sila.

:)

Yeah, ate jet graduated last saturday at PLM. :) grabe yung graduation na yun.. napakaraming tao!! buti na lang marami upuan tska hindi msyado mainit.. it started past 5pm.. tapos super habang programmmmmm.. around 11pm na kami nakaalis dun.. actually hindi na nga namin tinapos yung program, sa sobrang haba at tagal.. haaay. after nun, sa Blue Wave kami nag-dinner :) sa Superbowl.. hehehe.. yummmy food! :)

(left) ate's pic with co-graduates

(right) ate kai, me, Dr. Peñamora, and dad at Blue Wave

o ate ayan ah, feel na feel... hehehe. :)

grabe i'm getting bored here at home.. anu na lang kaya ang gagawin ko buong bakasyon? haaayy.. wanna watch a movie! dvd or in big screen! anything that would keep me busy.. sighs.. now that i'm gonna have more free time, guess i'm going to update this blog more often, huh.

haayy, blogger.. ikaw na naman ang kasama ko. :)

summer is here!

*whew!* sem is finally over.. Gasgas na siguro kung sasabihin ko pang "ang bilis" ng oras.. pero it really was a great sem.. built stronger friendship, found new ones, and i learned a lot more about myself.

Acads? well, 4 out of 6 subjects na ang okay.. i'm still worrying about math28 and cmsc 123. I have no idea about my prefi standing in those subjects.. and i know i didn't answer well the questions in the final exams, esp. in math. -_- kailangan ko pa bumalik sa lb this april to check out for my grades.. i badly pray na sana mapasa ko lahat...

btw, ate jet will officially be a doctor tomorrow, :) nice, eh?

hmmm, summer na tlga. There are many reasons why i love and why I hate this season. Too bad, wala akong subjects na nakuha for summer class. Ano naman kaya ang gagawin ko sa bakasyon? I would like to try summer job, wag lang call-center or fast food chain.. Hindi naman kc ako magaling makipag-usap sa mga tao. How about sports? Hmmm, pwede.. ok nga un eh, gusto ko kasi ung activity tlaga, para hindi boring. Pero honestly, dance workshop talaga gusto pasukan. Kaya lang, ang mahal naman ng ganun. -__-

i haven't saved money for summer, dami kasing gastos nung may pasok pa.. haay, taghirap na naman.. i miss hanging out with my friends! sobra..

till here,. :)

memory lane.

"Please don't ask me what am i thinking, it's about you
And please don't ask me I never can see you, what can i do
My first impulse is to run to your side
My heart's not free, and so i must hide
Please don't ask me what i'm gonna say to you.."

******

"How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know
I tried to run from your side but each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light even the night
It only reminds me of you.."

******

"What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well.."

******

"Long ago, and, oh, so far away
I fell in love with you before the second show
Your guitar, it sounds so sweet and clear,
but you're not really here, It's just the radio
Don't you remember you told me you love me baby?
You said you'd be coming back this way again.."

******

"It's been such a long time and I really do miss your smile...
I'm not talking 'bout movin' in and I don't wanna change your life
but there's a warm wind blowin' the stars around
and I'd really love to see you tonight..."

define: swerte.

Kung sumali ako sa Deal or No Deal, makuha ko kaya yung briefcase na may 4 Million pesos?

Kanina, mga labing-apat na oras ang nakakalipas, nag-meeting kami ng groupmates ko sa nasc4. Kailangan namin mag-report sa wednesday tungkol sa Ozone Hole. Dahil last week of classes na, sobrang dami nang ginagawa/exams/papers at kung anu-ano pa. Dahil diyan, walang may gustong gumawa ng report namin. Nagparamihan pa kami ng exams.. Lima ang exam ko sa week na to. Dagdagan mo pa ng isang mahirap na project. Tapos, sabi nung isa, "oh, sino bang takot bumagsak diyan? Dapat sila nag-vo-volunteer eh." Toink! Ako ata yun ahh, tingin ko kasi mababa class standing ko sa subject na un. Buti nalang, pumayag nang gumawa ng written report yung isang lalaki. Haaayy, salamat.

Ang problema naman, walang nag-vo-volunteer magreport. Sabi nila, bunutan na lang daw para "fair". Lahat pumayag, patas nga naman ang ganun. Kumuha sila ng walong maliliit na papel, tapos yung isa sinulatan nila ng ballpen. Kinrumple nila lahat yun, tapos, sabi ng lalaking gagawa ng written report: "Oh, yung Globe lang ha, globe lang ang pwede. hehe." Toink! Teka, ako ulit yun ehh. Kinabahan na ako. Kinalat nila yung crumpled papers sa sahig, at sabay-sabay kami kumuha ng papel.

Guess what?

Oo, ako. Ako na lang lagi, puro na lang ako! Ako! Ako!

Kung 'sinuswerte' ka nga naman ohh.. Ako ang nakabunot ng papel na yun. Kaya pala ako kinabahan. Tama ang hinala ko, sakin rin mauuwi ang responsibility na ayaw nilang kunin.

haayy.

Siguro nga kung sumali ako sa Deal or No Deal, milyonarya na ako.

Today, something reminded me of him . . . and I hate it.


*sigh..*

sandali.

I have just broken my promise that I won't cry.

It was just a couple of minutes ago when i last waved goodbye to my mom. She's off to LA tonight. Over the past month that she was here in the country, I don't think I've done or given her something special. She hugged me thrice.. and all of those gave me a remarkable feeling of a mother's touch. I may have offended her for a countless number of times.. But moments like these are the ones that bring out tears in my eyes.

Have a safe trip mom...

Tsismis.

Characters:
si Boy, si Girl, at si Bestfriend;

Scenario:
Matagal nang may gusto si Boy at si Girl sa isa't-isa. Etong si Bestfriend, happy para sa kanyang dalawang kaibigan. Nang tumagal, nawalan ng gusto si Boy kay Girl. Si Girl naman, napamahal na kay Boy. Ayaw saktan ni Boy si Girl, pero yun ang totoo. Sinabi ni Boy kay Bestfriend ang tungkol dito. Concerned si Bestfriend kay Girl, pero pinagkatiwalaan siya ni Boy sa katotohanang kay Bestfriend lang niya sinabi.

Problem:
Kung ikaw si Bestfriend, sasabihin mo ba kay Girl ang sinabi sa yo ni Boy? O hahayaan mo na lang na kay Boy niya malaman ang totoo?

Possible effects:
Oo, sasabihin ko: Kailangan malaman ni Girl, pero pag sinabi mo , magagalit sayo si Boy.
Hindi ko sasabihin: At bakit hindi mo agad sinabi? Akala ko ba ikaw ang 'Bestfriend'?

* Assume that the three characters are normally distributed.
Do the data provide sufficient evidence to.. blah blah.. ?
Test at a=5%.

Harhar. Hmmmm, I know what you're thinking. Oi. Hindi ako involved sa story ha. I just noticed other dilemmas that are somewhat similar with what was mentioned above. Minsan hindi ko na kasi alam kung ano ba talaga ang tama at dapat.

Yan na ata ang epekto ng isang buwang walang blog entry.

lost.

I don't know where I am.

It seems that my mind and my soul have been in somewhere else these past few days. It's not the place i used to know. Not the ones where i could find myself free. Not where i could be just me.

I really had a bad time last friday. For once, I wanted to let them hear me speak. I'm getting sick of those things. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. But no one would ever hear.

Today I realized that nothing is ever enough. I'm looking for something I lost a very long time ago. I've missed it so. I don't want to become numb, but I don't want to get hurt either, making myself think that someday it'll all just happen. It'll all just come back.

It's such a bad feeling to miss something you never had.

****
bangag moments na naman. mixed emotions. *sigh*

"I'll die for a bottle of tomato ketchup."

I summarized some of the highlights this week by writing down the one liners i've said(or somebody else did). Here they are! :D

"Wala kasing magandang billiards-an." >.<

"Sige, ipagpalit niyo kami sa DOTA."

"Hindi pa ko tapos mag-aral.."

"They managed to be together by being apart." -Mam Laforteza

"Kain tau..."

"Kung kayo may karapatan manigarilyo sa daan, may karapatan din akong magtakip ng ilong para hindi maamoy ang usok niyo."

"Si sir walang payong!!"

"Free taste?"

"Joan, may rice pa?"

"Waahh, ayokong makita! ssshh! blahh.. blah.. blah.."

"Hindi porket fratmen kayo, pagmamay-ari niyo na ang sidewalk."

"Mas madali kaya ang stat 1 kesa 101!?"

"College life is the hunting ground for your future partner in life." -Mam Mendioro

"Black is beautiful."

**
.. may nkalimutan pa kong ilagay. -__- i'll modify this next time. ;)

Starry, starry night.

I remember my philosophy 1 class when i was a freshman college(which isn't too long ago, haha). Our instructor once gave us a copy of a few poems he wrote. One of those three poems is this one. It may seem simple and ordinary but the meaning itself makes me read it over and over again. :)

Tonight I am the star in the dark sky

Tonight, i am the star in the dark sky

Twinkling light, wonderfully wailing,

Calling and shouting for the lovely prince.

As the handsome noble passes by,

The clouds slowly cover my twinkling light.

When the clouds have entered the grasp of my eyes,

The prince looks up.

As i move out from the clouds,

the prince says, 'How lovely the star!'

He looks at east, when my light shines west.

Awww, I miss Sir Anril. :)

yeahboi! :)

[just droppin by..]

Nag-meeting UP YAS today.. konti lang kami but it was okay, kc saglit lang rin namang nag-usap. Sa InfoCom-External committee ako.. haha, is this for real? Sana mag-tuloy-tuloy na and ma-recognize na yung org. It's nice to be with the people who came from the same alma mater as yours. Nakaka-miss tuloy ang highschool. haha. I wish us all the best!
After nung mtg, dinner with may and donna sa square. kwentuhan lang and balita bout anything. Namiss ko si May.. hehe. :) tapos nung pauwi, nakita ko si 'crush' sa elbi square! haha. :) *blush*

Btw, medyo ngiging personal na pala tong blog ko. I'll try to post articles rather than those confidential ones. Parang diary na kc.. Nakakapagod na rin magkwento ng mga events. -__-

11807 205h

Went to reg's debut last saturday! kahit na nahirapan ako sa pagplano kung pano ako ppunta at uuwi from Great Eastern Hotel.. i still made it! kala ko di na ko mkakapunta kc last minute na wala pa kong gift. Kasama pa naman ako sa 18 tokens. -_- pero ok na, i enjoyed it naman. ;p

Someone messaged me in friendster. Well, i suppose it's a group msg. Nasa "who's viewed me" ko pa siya. Sheeesh, who the hell cares. Hindi na ko nadadala sa mga ganyan ganyan.

Di na ko nakanood ng World pyro! :( too bad.. nsa comelec kc ako nung last day of reg, the same day y1L peeps were planning to watch @ moa. Natuloy sila.. without me. I really felt bad that day.. pero ok na sakin ngayon. promise nonood na ko next year. *tagal pa -_-*

I just started watching Grey's Anatomy last sunday. :) ang ganda pala nun.. Medicine/health would be one of the things i'm least familiar with. I tried watching House before, dahil sa ate ko. kaso di ko nagustuhan + na no-nosebleed ako sa mga terms dun. Kaya when my sis watched grey's akala ko parang House, kaya di ko pinapansin. But then (out of boredom, maybe) i tried watching the 1st season of grey's. hanggang 5th episode pa lang ako. I find the story a lot more interesting kesa sa house. Idagdag mo pa si patrick dempsey.. *haha* :)
*gtg!*

it's 2007! :)

I spent New year's day with my dad and my two sisters. My mom was supposed to come home in the country last friday, but it was postponed for another month. I hope she''ll be here by the end of January.

Today is the 2nd day of the month, and i'm already here in lb. *seeesh* kaka-simula palang ng taon pero parang minamalas na ko. -__- i went here early in the morning just to find out that we're not going to have a class in Hum1. Ayoko sana umabsent, since being more responsible is one of my new year's resolutions. I was kind of expecting this to happen naman. Ayan tuloy, buong araw akong tulog. Kakagising ko lang, actually. -__- Ayoko pa talagang pumasok.

Angelo accidentally deleted our pix. Nakakahinayang kasi i really had fun that day. I was dying to see those photographs, yet i can't blame him for that. Na-karma siguro kami. Haha. I don't know. Sayang. Those pictures were priceless.

I burned a cd last night just to have an mp3 copy of Book of Love. Yet i don't know why, of all the songs from list, that song wouldn't just play. -__- Cge na nga, sa bahay ko na lang papakinggan.

Grabe, ang bagal ng internet sa bahay. Di ko tuloy na-update masyado yung blog ko
last week. Pero i saved a draft and i'll just modify it this weekend.World Pyrolympics na on friday! I wanna watch, pero wala akong kasama tska kung paano ko uuwi at pupunta dun. -__- *gtg*