after one year...

Today is April 25, 2010. I can clearly remember what happened last year. It was the 25th of April 2009, and two things happened on that day: 1) I was healed somewhere in Quezon city and; 2) the commencement exercises was held in UPLB.

Weeks before that day, I was thinking of something to do to forget about the graduation. Honestly, I was bitter, because I envy my friends who were about to walk upstage and get their diplomas, while I was worrying about my upcoming exam in DLSU-d. Isang taon na pala ang nakakaraan...ang bilis ng panahon.

These past few days, I've seen a lot of pictures on facebook. Those are their graduation pictures, kaya naalala ko bigla yung mga nangyari exactly one year ago. I also saw this video and I felt a different feeling while watching this:



As I've said, I was bitter. Pero nung napanood ko tong video, parang nabuhay yung dugo ko. I suddenly reminisced about my life in uplb. Na-miss ko bigla ang pagiging iskolar ng bayan. The singers are familiar, and i know some of them too. Haaaaay, nakakamiss! Pero, honestly, masaya na ako kung nasaan man ako ngayon. Yun nga lang, hindi ko akalain na babalik at babalik sakin yung pakiramdam na I was once from UP.

I like the song, parang ang sarap maki-jamming.. kaya eto, pinost ko dito sa blog... hehe..

Haaay, napapa-reminisce na naman ako... :)

*sigh*

ang weird ng feeling.. i feel like there's something wrong, pero sana naman wala.. medyo nadi-disappoint lang ako sa ilang bagay.. tsk tsk, nag-expect na naman kasi ako.

siguro nga, nasanay kasi ako dati na pinaparamdam ng mga taong nasa paligid ko na importante ako. kaya ngayon na hindi na, hinahanap-hanap ko yung feeling na yun. ako na mismo yung lumalapit, pero parang walang epekto. ako na mismo yung gumagawa ng paraan, pero parang hindi pa rin nila napapansin... o ayaw lang talaga nilang pansinin. *sigh* :(

ewan.

basta ako, i'm really hoping na matuloy kami sa states... i can't wait to see mom! :) miss na miss ko na siya, SOBRA.. :'( i really can't wait! at gagawin ko ang lahat para matuloy kami dun!

please??????

balikan ang mga sandali..

I browsed this blog a while ago, and I've read some of my blog entries for 2007. I've read a lot which made me remember what happened during that year.

I read an entry, written on April 10, 2007. that was exactly 3 years ago. Ang bilis na panahon. tatlong taon na ang nakakalipas.... *sigh* pero nakakatuwang balikan ang mga sinulat ko dun.. I miss writing nice entries in my blog... I read the other entries as well... And this one really caught my attention. This was written on March 3, 2007:



catchy title.. napaisip tuloy ako.. how i felt, during those times... I can clearly remember.. It wasnt the exact date of her departure, but I keep on thinking about those last few moments that I was with her.

I miss my mom. And I can't wait to be with her again. *HUUUUUG!*

I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM... We'll see each other SOON. :)

I love you mom. :)