year-ender gimik. :)

I spent my time yesterday with warmbloodedz, despite the fact that i was supposed
to be with valkyries instead. i cudn't make up my mind whom i want to be with, kasi parehong ppunta ng ATC. i decided to join wb's, since i'll see valkyries @ clarisse's debut next week.

We met up @ pacita, tapos pinuntahan namin si mela sa bahay, only to find out that she's uncertain if she'd come. we stayed there, took some pics, yet ended up wth nothing. well, like tinn, i'm getting used to these kind of things. tumuloy ako with angelo and tinn sa ATC, but jec wasn't there na. it so happened that we bumped in with joy and company. : uhhh, nakakahiya talaga, i cudn't make an excuse. (sorry guys, i'll make it up to you next time). then after the conversation, food trip na muna! we were soo hungry. ordered Giant NY fries and goto. bigat sa tiyan, grabe.. after that we strolled a bit and bought some stuff. then hung-out @ angelo's place. ;) it was around 9pm and we ordered cheesy volcano pizza! *yummm*
me, angelo, tinn and jerald nalang. we played basketball after. (shooter ata toh. ;) )we played 'graduation' and kaya lang ako una gumraduate. :D haha. then, truth-or-truth, na isa lang naman at paulit-ulit ang tanong, :)

Fresh december breeze + moonlight + cool friends = one great way to end the year. thanks jerald sa paghatid. next time, bowling, ice skating, or paintball fight, ok? haha. it was a different kind of bonding, and i really enjoyed it. thanks, guys. :)

b u f f e r .

Well, my christmas turned out fine! not the best, but good enough. :)

Nawindang lang ako sa nabasa kong message from a friend.. Anyways, went out last dec.26 with angelo, jane and jerald. :) we watched Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo. dapat 3:50pm kami watched kaso me and jane arrived late, di na namin naabutan. We decided to watch the 5:50pm show. Kaso, when we get there, uber haba ng pila. -__- hindi rin kami nakahanap ng seats kaya lumabas na kami at nagpatatak, so we cud go back and watch the 8pm show
instead. We decided to eat first and we were all craving for pizza. *yumm* pabalik-balik kami sa Sbarro, Pizza Hut, Johnny be good, etc and yet we ended up @ The Pizza Company. we ordered 3 medium sized pizzas :) jec arrived there too, pero saglit lang cya. we all went together in the movie house. So-so lang ung movie, a bit funny pero i wasn't really satisfied with the story.

After that, we strolled a bit and took some pictures. Ayaw pa namin umuwi kaya nag-billiards muna @ Sid's. :) plus angelo ordered us drinks. ;p it was already late and we were uncertain how we could go home. since my house is far from theirs, i texted my sis and sabi ko sabay na kami umuwi. around 11:30 she fetched me there and i went home na. i would have loved to stay but it's my decision to go home na rin. ;)

Next time, Giligans tau. :)

[ * the 'angelo' i mentioned here is my hs friend angelo gerodias, while the ones i mentioned in my
previous post is my college friend, angelo pacheco. :) ]

pasko na..

[ it's christmas all over the world tonight ]

Tonight will be the most unusual christmas for me. my mom is out of the country, and my eldest sister will spend xmas eve doing her duty in the hospital. so, it's gonna be me, dad and ate kai nlang. *sigh*

I used to have plenty of gifts under our christmas tree. I usually open them together at 12 midnight. But this time, i don't even have one. Not that it matters, hindi lang ako sanay. hehe.

well, it's still a special night. I wish everyone a Merry Christmas! :)

back to zero na naman ako.

christmas break at last!

sunday/monday:
i had 2 christmas parties last week. first was with my dormates, last sunday yun. :) i almost forgot about my exam on monday morning (which went so-so by the way). i got sick pa nung monday, eh yun pa naman ang pinaka-hectic kong araw. -__- my body was shaking after my cs130 class. (FYI: it was around 6:30pm, the classroom was airconed and the wind outside was sooo cold on my way to my dorm.) i laid in bed and decided to take a nap before eating dinner. i woke up around 10pm and my body was so hot. i was uber hungry that's why i get out of bed even if i cant.
may handa pa naman sina tita na food(chicken & spag), pero di ko naubos. i kept my my food in the ref with that santa-shaped-food-in-a-stick.

tuesday:
i woke up the next morning feeling sooo much better, pero nilalagnat pa rin ng konti. tnx to biogesic. me, ryan and louie watched cultural night at SU sunken lobby. ang daming nagperform na dance organizations, :) it was cool. then after i followed waywanel peeps @ chowking. nagpaplano na sila for our xmas party the day after. nagpunta kami sumwhere na pedeng magpaluto ng food. after ordering, we went to Don's place. dun kasi practice nila.
Sa wakas, clear na sakin ang lahat... salamat sa ChocNut mo Romnick. ;)

wednesday: christmas party with waywanel. :)
party time!.. around 9am? oh cmon. well, we had no other options. picnic at freedom park! started out great kaya lang umambon kaya lumipat kami sa may women's dorm. hehe. i love spending time with them talaga. thanks bulacs for the gift, sobra. :) daming food na natira kaya binigay nalang namin sa mga bata na nasa park, hehe. :) after that, spent two hours @ yhani's.. then uwi na! woohoo! :)

nothing much happened on thursday so...
friday:
went back to elbi in the afternoon. dumaan ako ng dorm to get my other stuff left. unfortunately, that santa-shaped-food-in-a-stick wasn't in the fridge anymore. crap, ang sarap pa naman cguro nun.. sheeesh.
waywanel peepz went to Camae's debut @ El Pansolito resort! yeah, party time.. :) first time ako makita ng classm8s ko na naka semi-formal,haha. danced till we drop! swimming wasn't in my plan, since nagkasakit ako nung monday. pero angelo and don pulled me in the pool (pasalamat kau hindi ako nagkasakit,hehe). natapos kami around 3am. then videoke naman! kaya lang wala na kaming gana.. we were sleepy and tired. bumigay din kami and slept mga 4:30am.
woke up past 6am. fixed ourselves then may pahabol pang kain ng cake. :) umalis kami dun mga past 7am na. we were eating pandesal while walking and feeling the morning breeze. definitely one of the best mornings in 2006. :)

*sigh*

Last friday, a few minutes before 12pm, my friends and i were eating at KFC. we were supposed to go back at Hum before 12. Oblation run na kasi. XD di ko npanood ung last year ehh. nagmamadali na kami papunta dun, unfortunately di namin naabutan. -__- ang daming tao grabe.. while walking i saw a couple of naked guys who had white mask/cloth on their heads. mga 35 meters away from me. as we were getting close, tumakbo na sila paalis.. oh no! sayang.. hehe. :

i went home after that.. nag-ayos nang konti, then went to festival with Tinn.. kailangan ko kc tlga mamili.. bought some gifts and i got a blouse, :) hehe.. wala na tuloy ako money. : kulang pa rin mga panregalo ko. ei, tinn, chucks natin ha. :)

* * * * *
chatted with ken at last! :) hehe.. -->
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"i hate myself."

went to ella's bday last night, and i failed to fly. sorry Susie, hindi na ko nkapunta.. i wanted to be there.. kaya lang ang daming crappy things na nangyari. my paperbag got lost(but found later on) kaya di kami nakaalis agad.. nung nahanap naman, sinundo na c angelo kaya wala na ko ksama papunta.. it was already 12 midnight kya di ako mkapunta mag-isa. sorry. :(

had some bonding moments with angelo(it's not ur fault by the way, don't be sorry).. sayang, the night cud've been much much better.. i had fun naman with my friends, and enjoyed ella's party, medyo quite frustrated nga lang by the end of the night. *sigh* i looked so foolish.

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di pa rin ako nkkpag-simbang gabi. -__- as always.. never pa ata ako nakakumpleto nun. got to go back sa dorm maya-maya.. xmas party kc ng mga taga-taas. it's gonna be a pajama party, yay! hehe. :) tapos may exam ako sa Nasc4 bukas, tsk tsk. Sana makapunta cna joy and company sa LB this week. :)

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eto na naman ang frustration ko.. i was sketching at my pad last week and came up with this: HELL YEAH.

ako, kakanta?! weh..

hei there. ;)

kahapon pa ko minamalas, pero kahapon pa rin ako sinuswerte. ;) hehe. my class will start in about 2 hours pa, so...

this weekend mukhang lilipad na naman ako. -_- it's gonna be susie and ella's birthday. buti na lang elmer will be @ ella's too, sabay na cguro kami punta @ susie's. :) wala na kong damit grabe.. haven't bought any gift for christmas. as in. parang wala kcng time eh. i haven't even bought anything for myself.

at last, tapos na philippine idol. crap, the one i least like won the competition. it ain't over till the fat lady sings, eih? cryin' out loud.

may xmas party ba ang john? warmbloodedz? hmm, i wonder..
got to go!

nothing much to say..

i'm bad at decision-making. i regret the fact that i let go the chance of joining an org. this week was the start for presentation. i was hesitant to join at first. but hesitation only gave me nothing. i was already hours late. nevertheless, i'll wait for the second wave.

we watched icebag7 last night. we have watched a lot of plays before, and for me icebag7 was not as good as icebag6. so-so lang.. plus the fact that we stood there for 3 hours at the back(a huge number of people watched by the way), made me appreciate it less. we could have watched the 9pm show but that "magaling na babaeng naka-pink" wouldn't let us get out of the auditorium(even if the show hasn't started yet). i really don't like her. hmp.

di ko naabutan auditions for street jazz. last week pa pala yun. sayang.
i watched Wyre underground dance last night.. they were uber great. now i'm confused again. :(

at this very moment, i'm still relaxed. but soon i'll be very busy for exams and more assignments.. hope i could be as productive and as happy as i can as this last month of 2006 start to unfold.

mushy, eeeww. >_<

"What happens when someone breaks your heart?"

I read this question in a romantic book a couple of days ago.

Trying to ignore the intense grief i feel,

I can't keep myself from thinking about the biggest mistake I have made.

Maybe I was blinded by mushy quotes and love stories,

but i'll tell you, there's nothing more complicated

than the simplest truth called Love.

I was surfing the web and incidentally passed by a blog of some guy(one very sensuous man, so to speak.) One of his posts was quite emotional and it caught my attention. The thing is, something hit me and made me remember the mushiest article i've ever written. It's more-than-a-year old piece of work.. geeez, i get sick when i hear the word love nowadays. (what's wrong with me?!) ewan, ang mushy lang talaga. haha. :) the italicized above and below are the first and the last paragraphs of my article... peace. ;p

Here I am starting to feel worse, sitting uncomfortably in this chair

while reminiscing the happiest days with the one I truly loved.

Before teardrops fill my tired eyes, how i wish

the wind would take away the pain and sadness that I feel.

And when I get back to sleep, I hope my heartaches

will no longer be there,

and all of these will be just a dream.

Decem..burrr. :)

[ ugh, i-approve mo na, please... ]

december na.. it's starting to get cold already.. the month started with a flash of storm. another milenyo, eh? good thing reming didn't bring much 'perwisyo' to us. i'm sooo thankful we didn't experience a week-long of brown out like before. salamat talaga.

mixed emotions na naman.. apparently i get emotional when it's rainy.. or maybe it's just the aura of the soon to come yuletide season.. or maybe because i am still 'alone'. haha, that's what i get from being too much bitter. i'm not sad though. i have found new friends in lb and finally i found my second home.

still unfinished with my cmsc123 assignment.. tomorrow night ko nlang cguro gawin un. and i'm still torn in making a big decision. i'm talking about the organizations i want to join.. yung isa gusto ko tlaga salihan.. being one of them has been my 'dream' since my freshman days.. yung isa naman, alam kong malaki ang matutulong sakin in my college life.. plus my friends are joining it too. haaaaayy.. -__-

anyway, we're going to makati tomorrow.. sana makabili ako ng 'stuff' bukas. i'm running out of clothes, wanna buy a pair of chucks, wanna buy this and that... in short, shopping galore.. hehe. :) btw, ICEBAG 7 showing on Dec. 5, 6 and 7 @ the ncas audi.. not really excited though.. but more likely i'm gonna watch it. ;p gtg.

[ just expressing my emotions.. -__- no one would understand anyway. ]