it's raining...

it's rainy outside.. *sigh*

these past few days, i was having a hard time sleeping at night! though i'm pagod and everything, late na ko nkkatulog.. argghh..

i wanna watch a movie!! damn.. three consecutive weeks pa kong may exam. weekends are my rest days and nkakatamad pag and2 sa bahay. di tuloy ako makagala.. anyway, sana makasama ako sa gimik ng wb's next weekend.. kung tuloy man.

kainis, di pa ko mkapag-compile sa java. nag-download na ko but i'm not sure if that's the right software na pnapadownload samin. i don't know what to do! may assignment pa nman kami bout that.. pahirapan na nman to.

exam na sa math27.. sana madali lang... (-_-) haaayy.. then cmsc57, sana rin madali.. hehe..

may org na sa uplb ang mga tga-csa! woohoo! kaso di pa recognized.. nyeknyek.. but we had a mtg last wednesday.. i met some upperclassmen.. most of them are familiar.. i think mapapalitan pa yung name and logo...

so much for that.. i got to go.. need to do my homework pa.. hehe.. *bye!*

black.

Joyce, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.


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hUwaAaAat?!?! yan ay ayon sa isang personality test sa net.. quite true.. but i think my character isn't that strong.. (-_-)

idiosyncrasy.

arrgghh..

what an unproductive day.

damn.

i have two exams this week and yet i haven't studied anything at all. *sigh*. then i have to attend a bday party in about 2 hours. i'm not prepared. i don't know why but my mood isn't great.

one month after na pla since start of classes. i guess, hindi ako masyado nkkpag-socialize. i always stay in my room. get A LOT of sleep. watch tv alone.. haaayy.. miss ko nang gumala! last time i went out and watched a movie was like yearsss ago pa. wana have some fun! i feel damn BORED. (0_o) haaaay..

i miss 'them' badly.

Enough said.

measure your life in LOVE. =)

Out of boredom, I decided to watch our dvd of RENT na pakalat-kalat lang sa living room. I didn't know what to expect. But I was surprised on how 2 hours and 10 minutes of my time made me wonder how you "measure, measure a year."

Rent is based from Jonathan Larson's award-winning musical. It was directed by Chris Columbus. Syempre puro kantahan, even the simplest conversation, ginawan pa ng kanta. I got bored at the first part of the film. Buti na lang mganda ang cinematography. Eventually, i got intrigued by the lives of 8 individuals struggling against poverty and illness. Some of the songs were really great. Especially the soundtrack: Seasons of Love. I've heard that song years ago but it's only when i watched Rent that i felt the true spirit of the song. About the story.. well, may pagkamalalim. I don't know if other people my age would appreciate it as much as i did. But for me, the story is like... wow. (hands down to Sir Jonathan Larson.)

.ICEBAG 6.

Sa pag-graduate ko, ako ang gagawa ng plano para sa mga tulay. Ang haba, ang tatag, ang lugar - lahat ng iyan, ako ang magpapasya. Pero di ko kayang pagpasyahan ang haba ng panahong magugustuhan mo siya, ang tatag ng inyong pag-iibigan at ang lugar na sakop niya sa iyong puso. Madaling magplano sa paggawa ng tulay pagka-graduate ko. Mas mahirap ang maging tulay.

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Sabi mo nagkakilala tayo sa maling panahon. Gusto mo itama muna ang lahat bago tayo magmahalan. Meron bang tamang panahon para magmahal ng totoo?

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Kahit pinupuso ako 'pag umiinom ng kape, kasama mo akong nag-e-espresso. Kahit allergic ako sa bagoong, kahati mo ako sa isang plato ng bagoong rice. Kahit engineering ako, sumasali ako sa cheering ng org mo sa palaCASan. Lahat ginagawa ko para sa yo. Pero hindi ba pwedeng maging patas tayo sa ating relasyon? Hindi ba pwedeng maging balanse ang bigayan? Sana ang pag-ibig parang equation, pare-pareho ang kalalabasang bigayan ng
dalawang panig 'pagkat sa gitna ng relasyon, madiin ang equal sign.

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Bihira na ang bituin sa gabi kapag tag-ulan. Natatakpan ng maitim na ulap ang kinang. Tumingin ka sa mga mata ko, may nag-iisang bituing kumikislap kahit anong itim ng ulap dahil sa ulan. Hindi pumupusyaw, patuloy na nagliliwanag. Ikaw yan, iyong palatandaan.

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Kahapon pinakopya kita sa exam. Kanina, ako ang nagpa-xerox ng readings para sa yo. Ngayon, gusto mong gayahin ang research paper ko. Sana magawa mo ring kopyahin ang kabaitan ko, ipa-xerox ang malasakit ko sayo at gayahin ang pag-ibig ko sa yo.

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Nasaulo mo na ang C++ at Pascual languages. Uno ka nga sa CMSC11 class mo di ba? Pero hanggang ngayon hindi mo pa rin masaulo ang lenggwahe ng puso ko. Nananatili kang ignorante sa mga salita at bulag sa mensaheng pinapaalala nito sa tuwing makikita mo akong nakatingin sa iyo habang kumakain ka sa tindahan sa Physci. Sana meron din akong C++ at Pascal, para kahit papaano, naiintindihan mo rin ako.

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Kaklase kita sa Math11. Bagsak ka, uno ako. Pero di ka nasilaw sa aking uno. Sa puso mo, sana payagan mo akong mag-take two.

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Marami na akong napanalunang tropeo nung high school. Kung hindi ako college scholar, university scholar naman. Pero hindi ako niyayakap ng mga tropeo sa gabi. Hindi ako hinahagkan ng mga certificate kung malungkot ako't may suliranin. Sa iyo ang yakap at halik na di mapapantayan ng anumang certificate o tropeo.

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ICEBAG 6

DL UMALI AUDITORIUM

AUGUST 8, 9, 10 / 7PM

[Hindi po ako ang nag-isip niyan.. natuwa lang ako sa teasers nila.. ehehe.. (nag-plug?!) haha.. nood kau! =) ]

reminiscin'

i read a blog entry from an interesting person talking about his childhood and how life was before. i said to myself: "wow, oo nga noh.." and i got to reminisce about my childhood days as well. i realized how much i miss being a kid. funny as it seems, pero ang mga bata nga naman may pagka-corny. haha. here are some things about me when i several years younger.

* we had this personal box or kit at school where we kept our extra clothes, baby powder, cologne, and everything else.
* i used to be one-of-the-boys..
* all of my neighbors were guys who were a few years older than me. (i used to play basketball with them by the way.:))
* i joined hula-hoop contests in children's parties. and everytime i did, i was the one to get prize. =)
* i was a die hard power rangers fan.
* the cartoon shows that i completely watched every episode were: Ghost fighter and Mojacko.
* i also watched every show in nickelodeon.
* i was good in riding bikes... not anymore. :c
* my mom did my assignments and my teachers had always found out.
* i was always included in school presentations, often part of dance numbers.
* i was ALWAYS late in class when i was in grade5. (my sincere apology to my former adviser.)
* my favorite toy was a kitchen set i got from my preparatory graduation.
* my favorite stuffed animal was an orange dinosaur and a brown monkey. (oops, i mean, a brown bear which looked like a monkey..:))
* i never met (in person) my famous godfather. he's still in the music industry right now.
* i loved ICE CANDIES!
* i collected texts though i never really played with it.
* i collected a lot of stationeries and stickers too.
* i was a teacher's pet. ;p
* whenever we go to McDonald's, i cudn't wait to get the free toy in their Happy Meal.
* i was good in playing ten-twenty. (oh not good, i was one of the best. haha! ;p)
* i didn't get the chance to sing christmas carols in our neighborhood. awww.
* we named our hired ice cream vendor in my 7th bday as kuya "suki". i still wonder what his real name is.
* i had a rubber shoes with red and yellow lights. =)

well, childhood is a stage full of dreams, hope and freedom. time runs really fast and a lot of things had changed. i'm no longer a kid with a melting ice cream in one hand. not anymore a brat who would cry whenever she wants to. not that little fool who wished for everything. i miss being a kid though.. not aware of crappy things in this world.. but just one hopeful girl enjoying life as it is. =)