Another year is coming... :)

I'm really hoping for a much much better year.. Sana maging ok ang lahat.. tsaka sana maging mas masaya ang paparating na taon... Marami akong hindi nagawa nung 2009 na sana sa 2010, magawa ko na.. Sana... SANA. =)

God bless us all! :)

Here comes 2010.. :)

here comes 2nd sem.... :)

I'm just really hoping everything's going to be great...

* hoping for a better semester at dlsu-d * =)

=)

unexpected day

*whew!*

what an unexpected day...

nothing special happened this day, but there are some reasons why I thought of writing another blog entry..

i woke up early this morning because I planned to go to school for my grades. I felt a lot of emotions while i was preparing myself. I thought of what will happen, or how will things go for the day. I rode off and went to La Salle.

I arrived at my school just before noon. It was a bit rainy. I saw some of my classmates last semester; and i was happy to see them once again. It rained so hard that I decided to stay at JFH for a few minutes. I waited for the rain to stop, or at least for it to lessen a bit.

After a few minutes I went to CTH bldg, where I was about to get my grades.. It didn't take me so long to get my grade sheet.. Thank God! :) I passed my subjects.. However, I still don't have a grade for one of my subjects because my teacher hasn't finished computing our grades yet.. But THANK GOD, really.. :)

After that I had lunch, then hung out with my friend, and asked her things about our next enrolment.. after that, I decided to go home.. :)

I arrived home and told dad the good news. I already emailed my mom regarding that. I'm just really happy, and so thankful... :)

until....

i saw something in the internet, just this evening.. something that reminded me of the things that I do not have.. non-material things, that are hard to find..

naalala ko tuloy, marami pa nga palang kulang sa buhay ko.. Madami pa, sa totoo lang.. priceless things.. madami pa din akong gustong ayusin sa sarili ko.. and hopefully I'll change for the better..

haaaaaay.. anu ba tong pinagsasabi ko?? wala lang, nag-e-emote lang.. :)

basta, i hope that everything's going to be ok..
I trust in Him. :)

21st :)

I'm turning 21... :)

Thank you so much for all the people who have been a part of the first TWENTY-ONE years of my life...

LOVE. =D

i need your prayers.

April 30, 2009
8:16pm

In just a few hours, May 2009 na.

Ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko these past few days.
Magulo.
Malungkot.
Nakakakaba.

Last saturday was batch 2009's graduation in uplb. Honestly, naiinggit ako sa kanila. Naisip ko na naman yung mga "what could have been" kung sakaling hindi ako nagkasakit, kung sakaling hindi ako nagleave sa school.

Habang tumatagal parang palayo ng palayo ang mga pangarap ko. Kahit pano ko pilitin maging masaya, deep inside nararamdaman ko yung pain. Kahit gaano katagal ang tulog ko sa gabi, paggising ko sa umaga nararamdam ko ulit na parang may kulang sa buhay ko.

My point is, I'm not completely happy.

*sigh*

And now, I'm worried about my exam on tuesday. Not really worried, pero kinakabahan ako. I really hope everything goes well.. *prays*

+ help me po... +

JEM
8:32pm

realizations.

May na-realize ako kahapon lang.

May isang taong malapit sa puso ko ang nagsabing, "Huwag ka masyadong magdepend sa Kanya."

He was right.

Siguro masyado akong nagdedepend sa Kanya, na tutulungan Niya ako. Pero kailangan ko rin tulungan ang sarili ko. Kailangan ko ring magtiyaga at magsumikap kung may gusto akong mangyari. Kailangan kong pagbutihan talaga para maabot ko ang mga pangarap ko. Hindi pwedeng aasa nlang ako sa Kanya, dapat may effort rin na manggagaling sakin.

Sana magawa ko na talaga yung "best" ko.

Go, fight! :D

I need an anti-depressant.

I noticed something from the moment I wake up until this very moment...
Something is not right.

Maraming nangyaring hindi maganda ngayong araw na to, at nakaka-depress lang sila. Naiinis ako pag naaalala ko, argh.. Minsan tuloy naiisip ko, may pagkukulang ba ako?

I'm always trying everytime, para maging "masayahin" ulit, but lots of things happen that are against the way I want them to be, kaya madalas akong malungkot. :(

Kaninang hapon tuloy, right after my PE class, diretso na sa ministop para bumili ng icecream.
Kaya lang, sa mga oras na to, wala na ang epekto ng icecream.

I guess a company from a friend is a much much better anti-depressant.

*sigh*

luck.

Lucky Number: - 2
Lucky color: Parrot green
Lucky day: Wednesday
Lucky dates: 2, 11, 20 and 29
Lucky Months: February and November.
Ishta Deva: Lord Ganesha
Vrat (Fast): Wednesday
Lucky Metal: Gold
Stone: Emerald
Direction: South
Finger: Little (fourth) Finger.

Happy New Year! =)

2009 na! =)

Una sa lahat, gusto ko magpasalamat, sa lahat ng nangyari nung 2008. Ang daming nangyaring hindi ko malilimutan. Maraming masasaya, pero meron ding malungkot. It was a really tough year for me. Pero yung malulungkot na bagay na yun will surely help me to become a better person.

Hindi ko na iisa-isahin ang mga nangyari sakin for the year 2008. But i really think it was GREAT. Marami mang beses akomng umiyak, mas maraming beses naman akong tumawa. :) I'm really hoping 2009 will be a much much better year for me and my family. :)

Haaaaay, salamat po. Another year, another hope, another beginning. Sana maiwan na talaga lahat ng negative sa nakaraang taon. And i'm praying that 2009 will be much better than 2008! :)

/* Horoscope */
Your Luck in Year 2009
Overall Forecast

This is an excellent year for the Dragon person in terms of wealth and material success because the #8 Prosperity Star flies into your home location. You will experience a year of excellent luck in business, career or studies. Undertakings will be successful and opportunities abundant - good year to establish or expand business as long you as you are willing to work harder and don't give up when meeting unexpected obstacles. Despite plenty of big opportunities, it still depends on you to make it happen so always be alert and ready yourself to grab them when they come. When you do, the potential of making it big is very possible. Have confidence in what you do and do not be overcome with fears and doubts. Relationship luck is also good if you do not let gossips and rumors get to you. Do not overindulge and health luck will be great.

* I'm hoping for the best! :) *



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